had assem. but only last for a while then went back to class. slack lor. then after that chinese. i late la.. wtf.. then after that our class need to perform to other classes the sun wu kong san da bai gu jing. then act until damn funny la. then still got 5 mins went back classroom then i need stand lor.. siann. recess. then art.. slack slack slack. went for many toilet visits (: then after that is maths. got back test. and lucky didnt fail.. got 25/40 . lousy lor.. then el.. do the 7parts of speech. then dnt.. did practical. nth much to do so sit there and slack. stayed back for anni rehearsal. sia la.. damn late then go home lor. i today damn du lan la. went home with wen yi, jun fang, zheng jie, jun lin , lionel and pei yi. so unusual walking with them right? cos of some particular reasons la. reach home about 8+. studied and use com (:
im hurt. nth could heal the wound.
i felt the pain. i control my tears.
prevent it from falling.
i felt like letting it out . but i think twice.
does it worth?
i sat in the bus thinking seriously
do i hate or like you.
i searched my soul,
but just couldn't find the answer to my qns.
i always assumed i know what's on my mind.
but on second thoughts,
i realised everything is wrong.
i like you its true.
but once i felt the hatred.
i asked myself again.
" do i hate you ? "
i just cant bring myself to hate you.
imagine the person you like ps you.
who would liked the feeling of being ps-ed?
maybe i cant say you ps-ed cos maybe you had your reasons.