sian..morning 7.30 woke up, went for remedial. sian la. then 9.30 end then went home. at 12 went to pick my bro up. i saw a chio bu at the bus stop!!!!!!! xD at first i just accidentally saw her then after that she look at me also. then after that i duno where she go liao. then i saw her again then i look at her then she quickly turn her head away. that means she's also looking at me .. xDDDDDDD crap la. ignore all that crap. then at 1pm nth to do so go sch for co lor. sian la. waste time go there nia. rather rot at home la. then i tell ms neo i not going for co on fri cos got reason la. she ask me what time i need to go then i say 4 then she say i still have to go and can leave at 3.30pm/. 1hr30min also shuang ar ??
-.-'' lehs . in co room just talked about the bintan trip lor. it's ok la. it's my first time going camp. i've never been to a camp before until bintan (: so i duno whether should it count as fun or not. but the peeps there are sure FUN ! after co, went home with junfang and victor. at home watch tv and chan huei called me and talk lor. ltnt= long time no talk .. -.-'' use com. slacking la.. tmr another day to rot again. but wait... tmr is vesak day right? yeah! going out for sure (:
im sad today.. but nvm.. CONGRATS to me... im ill (: lol. look. i dint get a chance to talk to her you see. haiis. see her also duno what i want to say la.. go co see her also happy liao la.. i dont wish to ask for more.
tears may be dried up, but the heart-------never.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @
Monday:
woke up at 11+. never do anything .. laze around. night time use com.. chat with weijing.
Tuesday:
wake up slightly earlier, 10+ . then as usual, laze around. damn tired la. did my hol hw at least. ms yap called me and ask me why i dint go for remedial lessons. well, i dint noe there is la. and now, i realised sth.... there's no true friends at all. nobody tells me that . alright alright. enough of those craps. that is what my dad says. tmr still need go remedial. friday also . haiss. 8.30-9.30 am. sian la.
tmr need wear slippers liao lor. my leg not swollen anymore but it's still having infection. i wear slippers also pain ar. how am i going to sch with white medicine on my legs here and there? dammit. it just practically looks like paint on it. tmr got co!!!!!!!! yeah.. can see you... hahas. CONGRATS to WEIJING!. she got what she wanted and she's happy. im happy to see her happy (:
woke up at 11+. never do anything .. laze around. night time use com.. chat with weijing.
Tuesday:
wake up slightly earlier, 10+ . then as usual, laze around. damn tired la. did my hol hw at least. ms yap called me and ask me why i dint go for remedial lessons. well, i dint noe there is la. and now, i realised sth.... there's no true friends at all. nobody tells me that . alright alright. enough of those craps. that is what my dad says. tmr still need go remedial. friday also . haiss. 8.30-9.30 am. sian la.
tmr need wear slippers liao lor. my leg not swollen anymore but it's still having infection. i wear slippers also pain ar. how am i going to sch with white medicine on my legs here and there? dammit. it just practically looks like paint on it. tmr got co!!!!!!!! yeah.. can see you... hahas. CONGRATS to WEIJING!. she got what she wanted and she's happy. im happy to see her happy (:
Sunday, May 27, 2007 @
wohoooooooo~! im back from bintan.
1st day:
we went to sch. bus came and off to ferry terminal. reached bintan then still must take one hr plus of coach the to camp site. reach there and took our lunch first. after that choose our own room. wenyi, catherine, cristal, dionna & me took room no.2. then we went for our first game which is the obstacle. it's balancing game la. then went for rock climbing. i dint play cos im damn tired. next is the kayaking. fun lor. we went there late then not enough kayaks then lucky got ppl give up and lend us. 3 person kayak but 4 person sit/. me, wenyi, dionna & cristal. we kept on kayaking to the mangrove there. so funny la.. then me and wenyi wan capsize but dionna and cristal dont want. it was late and we were called to go and bathe and for our dinner. the toilet door cant lock de lor. push only open liao. and still got opening de. so we bathed with our clothes on. first day dont feel like sleeping lor. me, wenyi and others went to gaze at the stars then a lil bit drizzle so we went back/. 12 plus peng liao. then go sleep. i sleep with cristal on the upper bunk. catherine and dionna lower bunk and wenyi on the floor. that's her own choice. xD wenyi sleep talk. hahas. then i wake up and look at her, she was sleeping. lol.very hot lor then i 1+ woke up and the window all close la. then the lower bunk lucky lor. got two fan lehs . then i quickly open the window then much cooler le. i go sleep. the room also damn lot of insects la. bee, lizards etc. ee.
2nd day:
woke up at 5+. cant see the sun cos covered by clouds.went to wash up.. toilet let others use first then i brush my teeth near the sea/. i finish then wash my toothbrush. hands too slippery and my toothbrush slipped off and drop into the sea. AWWW! dammit. then duno now at where le. sobb. my toothbrush ps me .
ate breakfast and then went for boom-netting/. it's a new thing . they put a big net to the boat and we need to jump down. i didnt dare to play lor. cos im scared of height. i noe im lousy la. ppl say i look so tough but scared of height. haiis. im such a failure ): lol. need to walk a long distance to the boat lor. then the water so dirty. jeremy so suay la. kena jellyfish bite lehs. then the whole leg ... eee. catherine also. then she use her hand touch. more worst/ it spreads la. after that is trekking.. wa.. walked for 1 hr + lor. leg damn tired sia. duno what was the distance we walked. sian la. then is flying fox. i dare not play cos heights you see. and need to get wet. after that bathe and went to assemble cos got campfire!! fun la.. we played and dance around and shout.. so cool. but the food sucks! 10+ ended and we went to the open area to sleep. so cooling la. cheryl slept beside me. we gaze at the stars . how i wish you were by my side/. many many stars not like sg. so lil stars. 12+ slept and it was damn cool but i ren.. i was in shorts and t-shirt la. no blanket. just my towel as pillow. the ground so sandy lor. but at least better than in the room. many ppl slept outside la.
3rd day:
woke up at 5+. waited for sunrise but dont have. no toothbrush but lucky dionna got guggle (: ate breakfast and then proceeded for games. first we played archery. i miss both la. sucker. then is coconut tree climbing. i climb seh. then is bomb- gaming. it's pretty tough. only group 2 made it. we dint ): then we ate lunch and it was time to pack up. need wear shoe . we were so unhappy cos our shoe is dirty and wet. wenyi found a seaweed in her shoe xD she take out then cristal say " aww men. so smelly" lol. wenyi laugh la. we all laughed too. xD went to wait for the bus to go shopping/ the bus break down then no air con .so hot la. tired but cant sleep cos i cant sleep when im perspiring. after that the bus okay le but air con still down. no choice. need to carry on. reach shopping centre le. came down and mr lai ask if the passport is with us but alot ppl never bring down. is his instructions not clear lor. then need to go back bus. those who take their passport can go into the shopping centre. some of those who dint brought their passport along , stayed in the bus and im one of them. ): the first bus so lucky lor. get to shop for one hour lehs . they also go play arcade. stupid la. but finally the air- con came back. wohoo.
wenyi so good. buy things for us to eat when on ferry afterwards (:
reached the ferry terminal and bought things there to eat on the ferry. in ferry im thinking of you. then dionna ask why i like so sad. lol. so happy going back sg but also got a lil bit sad la. cos bintan quite fun. saw my dad . went he was wanting to insert his cashcard, he found it was missing. he quickly buy one and off we go for my cousin's wedding. went to the toilet to change into my formal seh.. wa.. neck pain la. kena sunburn lehs. neck there damn pain then somemore wenyi beat la. bleed lor. went to the wedding place le. saw many ppl eating liao. cos we late ma xD we ate food but im not so hungry. went home after that. actually very tired dont want bathe de. but i feel so uncomfortable so quickly bathe and went to sleep.
today:
woke up at 12+ la. dint noe so late lor. saw my report book on the table. im 4th in class. wohoo~! 37th in lvl postition xD so lousy la. went to granma house and then for tuition. came back and use com. talk to weijing. happy la... i've got so many bites la. then got one i scratch then swollen lor. then my dad say cos a poisonous insect bite me. \i realised there's someone who cares for me alot.. so happy xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i miss you alot lor. and i really care for you alot.
and i always stay late to gaze at stars and think of you.
wake up early to watch the sunrise and think of you.
im missing you toooooooooooooo much/.
i love you (*:
1st day:
we went to sch. bus came and off to ferry terminal. reached bintan then still must take one hr plus of coach the to camp site. reach there and took our lunch first. after that choose our own room. wenyi, catherine, cristal, dionna & me took room no.2. then we went for our first game which is the obstacle. it's balancing game la. then went for rock climbing. i dint play cos im damn tired. next is the kayaking. fun lor. we went there late then not enough kayaks then lucky got ppl give up and lend us. 3 person kayak but 4 person sit/. me, wenyi, dionna & cristal. we kept on kayaking to the mangrove there. so funny la.. then me and wenyi wan capsize but dionna and cristal dont want. it was late and we were called to go and bathe and for our dinner. the toilet door cant lock de lor. push only open liao. and still got opening de. so we bathed with our clothes on. first day dont feel like sleeping lor. me, wenyi and others went to gaze at the stars then a lil bit drizzle so we went back/. 12 plus peng liao. then go sleep. i sleep with cristal on the upper bunk. catherine and dionna lower bunk and wenyi on the floor. that's her own choice. xD wenyi sleep talk. hahas. then i wake up and look at her, she was sleeping. lol.very hot lor then i 1+ woke up and the window all close la. then the lower bunk lucky lor. got two fan lehs . then i quickly open the window then much cooler le. i go sleep. the room also damn lot of insects la. bee, lizards etc. ee.
2nd day:
woke up at 5+. cant see the sun cos covered by clouds.went to wash up.. toilet let others use first then i brush my teeth near the sea/. i finish then wash my toothbrush. hands too slippery and my toothbrush slipped off and drop into the sea. AWWW! dammit. then duno now at where le. sobb. my toothbrush ps me .
ate breakfast and then went for boom-netting/. it's a new thing . they put a big net to the boat and we need to jump down. i didnt dare to play lor. cos im scared of height. i noe im lousy la. ppl say i look so tough but scared of height. haiis. im such a failure ): lol. need to walk a long distance to the boat lor. then the water so dirty. jeremy so suay la. kena jellyfish bite lehs. then the whole leg ... eee. catherine also. then she use her hand touch. more worst/ it spreads la. after that is trekking.. wa.. walked for 1 hr + lor. leg damn tired sia. duno what was the distance we walked. sian la. then is flying fox. i dare not play cos heights you see. and need to get wet. after that bathe and went to assemble cos got campfire!! fun la.. we played and dance around and shout.. so cool. but the food sucks! 10+ ended and we went to the open area to sleep. so cooling la. cheryl slept beside me. we gaze at the stars . how i wish you were by my side/. many many stars not like sg. so lil stars. 12+ slept and it was damn cool but i ren.. i was in shorts and t-shirt la. no blanket. just my towel as pillow. the ground so sandy lor. but at least better than in the room. many ppl slept outside la.
3rd day:
woke up at 5+. waited for sunrise but dont have. no toothbrush but lucky dionna got guggle (: ate breakfast and then proceeded for games. first we played archery. i miss both la. sucker. then is coconut tree climbing. i climb seh. then is bomb- gaming. it's pretty tough. only group 2 made it. we dint ): then we ate lunch and it was time to pack up. need wear shoe . we were so unhappy cos our shoe is dirty and wet. wenyi found a seaweed in her shoe xD she take out then cristal say " aww men. so smelly" lol. wenyi laugh la. we all laughed too. xD went to wait for the bus to go shopping/ the bus break down then no air con .so hot la. tired but cant sleep cos i cant sleep when im perspiring. after that the bus okay le but air con still down. no choice. need to carry on. reach shopping centre le. came down and mr lai ask if the passport is with us but alot ppl never bring down. is his instructions not clear lor. then need to go back bus. those who take their passport can go into the shopping centre. some of those who dint brought their passport along , stayed in the bus and im one of them. ): the first bus so lucky lor. get to shop for one hour lehs . they also go play arcade. stupid la. but finally the air- con came back. wohoo.
wenyi so good. buy things for us to eat when on ferry afterwards (:
reached the ferry terminal and bought things there to eat on the ferry. in ferry im thinking of you. then dionna ask why i like so sad. lol. so happy going back sg but also got a lil bit sad la. cos bintan quite fun. saw my dad . went he was wanting to insert his cashcard, he found it was missing. he quickly buy one and off we go for my cousin's wedding. went to the toilet to change into my formal seh.. wa.. neck pain la. kena sunburn lehs. neck there damn pain then somemore wenyi beat la. bleed lor. went to the wedding place le. saw many ppl eating liao. cos we late ma xD we ate food but im not so hungry. went home after that. actually very tired dont want bathe de. but i feel so uncomfortable so quickly bathe and went to sleep.
today:
woke up at 12+ la. dint noe so late lor. saw my report book on the table. im 4th in class. wohoo~! 37th in lvl postition xD so lousy la. went to granma house and then for tuition. came back and use com. talk to weijing. happy la... i've got so many bites la. then got one i scratch then swollen lor. then my dad say cos a poisonous insect bite me. \i realised there's someone who cares for me alot.. so happy xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i miss you alot lor. and i really care for you alot.
and i always stay late to gaze at stars and think of you.
wake up early to watch the sunrise and think of you.
im missing you toooooooooooooo much/.
i love you (*:
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @
had games carnival.. we got third. (: better than last yr. no placing xD they said there was a crack in my butt. lol.. they're just trying to say they could see my butt line xD the ball hit ms quek's car and her alarm went off. the alarm was -.-'
after that is teachers vs student leaders. teacher won.. congrats! then went up to hall for prize-giving. i got my road run medal and 3rd placing for captain's ball medal. (: lol. forgot bring chinese file so quickly called dad to bring it to sch and pass to me.. i havent do the reflection so ran up to class and borrow rayna's and copy xDDDDDD went home then./ so tired then sleep liao.. Zzzz. damn! im drinking lots of drinks today.. dammit . tmr go bintan lo. the good thing is , no need to study but as for the bad thing.. i cant see the person i wanna see. hais. my bag is sure big.
left; road run. right; captain's ball.
look! i told you. it's BIG.
dammit!. i getting emo this few days.
im cold towards everyone.
i just cant smile.
i duno what are the reasons behind it.
the feeling has numbed.
if i said i didnt care, i'd be lying.
but .. i just feel like being self-contained and anti-social.
i guess it'll be over a few weeks time..
or maybe... not. i'll remained like this if i like.
after that is teachers vs student leaders. teacher won.. congrats! then went up to hall for prize-giving. i got my road run medal and 3rd placing for captain's ball medal. (: lol. forgot bring chinese file so quickly called dad to bring it to sch and pass to me.. i havent do the reflection so ran up to class and borrow rayna's and copy xDDDDDD went home then./ so tired then sleep liao.. Zzzz. damn! im drinking lots of drinks today.. dammit . tmr go bintan lo. the good thing is , no need to study but as for the bad thing.. i cant see the person i wanna see. hais. my bag is sure big.
left; road run. right; captain's ball.
look! i told you. it's BIG.
dammit!. i getting emo this few days.
im cold towards everyone.
i just cant smile.
i duno what are the reasons behind it.
the feeling has numbed.
if i said i didnt care, i'd be lying.
but .. i just feel like being self-contained and anti-social.
i guess it'll be over a few weeks time..
or maybe... not. i'll remained like this if i like.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @
today first period lit.. continue watching millions. then is sci. go through chem paper. second period science change to bio..then recess.. maths. el.. aww man.. i did my presentation and weng yee said that im rapping the whole way through.. lol.. cos no time so i quickly say finish ma. then is cl. late a while nia.. then must stand la.. kb la.. then went home.. tmr games carnival. actually want walkover but teacher dont let then forced to join. but we've decided. we're gonna stand there and pose . not gonna do anything . thurs going to camp at bintan le.. 7 must reach sch lor.. 7.15 the bus leave. sat then come back then after bintan, need go for wedding dinner.
my mood have been affected badly..
very badly..
pull the trigger & i'll end it with a BANG.
before you pull, im afraid
and tears filled my eyes.
the tears is overflowing
just like my love for you,
always overflowing.
my mood have been affected badly..
very badly..
pull the trigger & i'll end it with a BANG.
before you pull, im afraid
and tears filled my eyes.
the tears is overflowing
just like my love for you,
always overflowing.
Monday, May 21, 2007 @
Sunday:
went to grandma hosue and tuition. do presentation but sian then never do..
Monday:
had P.E. played bball with nigel against xue li and shuan. that means it's 2e against 2d. after that hist... recess. maths ... teacher say me cos exam i dint bring my construction set then she say say say.. then is IPW .. watch millions lor. then is el. teacher ask who did the presentation and only a few then she very fed up.. then is CVE.. free period lor.. talked nonsense.. after sch i pei xinying wait for mdm yang jie.. wait very long la.. stupid sia.. then dad fetch me home.. use com to do the presentation lor.. haiis. i just want to know if she likes me.. and i want her to tell the truth.. sian la.. Xinying came back for m'sia and she bought us water bottles. me, ade, xinying, puay see and mars have the same water bottle but different colours.. talking about mars name, i rmb that time she ask me watch a video then i watch then came out is porn.. WTF la.. at first cant see properly ma.. then i say.. 'wat that girl with bra and panty doing?'then she say'watch la.'then i watch .. then got one guy at the back doing the fkin action and the girl was like in pain.. then i was totally freak out and i quickly pass the phone back to her.. lol..
went to grandma hosue and tuition. do presentation but sian then never do..
Monday:
had P.E. played bball with nigel against xue li and shuan. that means it's 2e against 2d. after that hist... recess. maths ... teacher say me cos exam i dint bring my construction set then she say say say.. then is IPW .. watch millions lor. then is el. teacher ask who did the presentation and only a few then she very fed up.. then is CVE.. free period lor.. talked nonsense.. after sch i pei xinying wait for mdm yang jie.. wait very long la.. stupid sia.. then dad fetch me home.. use com to do the presentation lor.. haiis. i just want to know if she likes me.. and i want her to tell the truth.. sian la.. Xinying came back for m'sia and she bought us water bottles. me, ade, xinying, puay see and mars have the same water bottle but different colours.. talking about mars name, i rmb that time she ask me watch a video then i watch then came out is porn.. WTF la.. at first cant see properly ma.. then i say.. 'wat that girl with bra and panty doing?'then she say'watch la.'then i watch .. then got one guy at the back doing the fkin action and the girl was like in pain.. then i was totally freak out and i quickly pass the phone back to her.. lol..
Saturday, May 19, 2007 @
Thurs:
went for the leadership workshop lo. so sian.. over there want to sleep but ms wong and mr lai over there. nth liao..
Fri:
wa. get backk all the papers.. wa .. sian la.. confirm will get nags liao.. fail 7 subjects... HELLO! it's 7! damn. but .. i passed eng (((: lol.. maybe this time de results will motivate me better. haiis. common test only fail one.. then now fail 7 dad confirm ban me alot of things after the parents meeting.. die la.. go home then 5+ went for the stupid family gathering thing lor.. i never go co =x 11.30pm then reach home lor.. tired sia.
Sat:
today no need go swimming. later going Paragon ((: lol. need to buy some things for the Bintang lor. then also need to exchange the money to rupiah. then no tuition ((: at night, need go auntie's house cos her daughter's wedding is next week so we need to respect so need go lor ): but a while nia ba..
went for the leadership workshop lo. so sian.. over there want to sleep but ms wong and mr lai over there. nth liao..
Fri:
wa. get backk all the papers.. wa .. sian la.. confirm will get nags liao.. fail 7 subjects... HELLO! it's 7! damn. but .. i passed eng (((: lol.. maybe this time de results will motivate me better. haiis. common test only fail one.. then now fail 7 dad confirm ban me alot of things after the parents meeting.. die la.. go home then 5+ went for the stupid family gathering thing lor.. i never go co =x 11.30pm then reach home lor.. tired sia.
Sat:
today no need go swimming. later going Paragon ((: lol. need to buy some things for the Bintang lor. then also need to exchange the money to rupiah. then no tuition ((: at night, need go auntie's house cos her daughter's wedding is next week so we need to respect so need go lor ): but a while nia ba..
I MISS/<3 YOU
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 @
today need not to attend schooling. woke up at 10 (: dad's not home. slacked! cos dad not's home so need to buy lunch. hawker centre food simply just sucks la. took a nap. woke up watch tv. watch until 7 then really very boring so took out my undone hw and complete it. did the article review but haven't do the chinese compre. drats! i still haven't touch on the presentation that i'm supposed to do.my bro's being grounded and i think i'll be the next one so i've to be prepared for that nagging and grounding. actually tmr no need go school but there's a workshop that i need to attend la.. 2 hours sia.. Zzzzz.
will communicating be the resolution?
will communicating be the resolution?
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @
today last paper and that is maths paper 2.. super duper difficult la.. somemore only 1hr30mins nia lor. then i forgot bring my compass set. CONGRATS to me! im gonna fail. i give away alot of marks liao . paper ended at 9.30 then xueli, rayna,xinying and me went to bugis. xueli and rayna cut hair.. xueli hair so stylo seh. rayna's hair cut was cute? somehow (: then xueli go home and changed and wash her hair. rayna accompanied her. me and xin ying go seiyu walk here and there then almost every shop we got go in and see lo. xue li damn long sia.. 1+ then come back and find us. we headed to MESSY and bought things... i buy until $140 xD actually more ex de. then we bargain. xD after that xue li want take neoprint. then alright lor. after that saw puay see and other sch mates la.. then after that we went to KFC but only xue li eat nia. after that very sian and legs are tired so go home le..
4 things that i bought.
the pants . rayna also bought but hers is brown/
the belt
my formal
my blazer
4 things that i bought.
the pants . rayna also bought but hers is brown/
the belt
my formal
my blazer
Sunday, May 13, 2007 @
ytd night talk to weijing on the phone for a while nia. but im very contented le. when i talk to you , my mood change a lot.. become very very happy (:
today actually want wake up late late then my bro go disturb me then 8+ wake up le. sian Zzzz. went granma house. eat alot alot cos celebrate mother's day. lol. go home study DnT. wa... sai la.. damn difficult to memorise la. then 3+ leave house for tuition .. mum brought me cos dad need go back to work. after tuition , went home. tried to study DnT again. wa... really very difficult to memorise then i give up liao la. then i very tired . i want sleep that time, parents call me eat dinner. WTH?!?!?!?!?!?! eat liao then use com .. do research for Art lor. DnT confirm fail le la.. hais. weijing go celebrate then online a while nia.. ): no one talk to me )': lol. hahas.
i will miss you*
today actually want wake up late late then my bro go disturb me then 8+ wake up le. sian Zzzz. went granma house. eat alot alot cos celebrate mother's day. lol. go home study DnT. wa... sai la.. damn difficult to memorise la. then 3+ leave house for tuition .. mum brought me cos dad need go back to work. after tuition , went home. tried to study DnT again. wa... really very difficult to memorise then i give up liao la. then i very tired . i want sleep that time, parents call me eat dinner. WTH?!?!?!?!?!?! eat liao then use com .. do research for Art lor. DnT confirm fail le la.. hais. weijing go celebrate then online a while nia.. ): no one talk to me )': lol. hahas.
i will miss you*
Saturday, May 12, 2007 @
swimming. my fear is fully overcome (: swam 12 laps breast-stroke in deep pool.then mum went to attend funeral. dad brought us to buy lunch. eat liao i sleep. i feel that im always sleeping Zzzzz. then slept til 3.30, wake up then went for tuition. next 2 weeks no tuition (:but it's because of some reasons ): i hope and pray for ms dorothy . after tuition, mum come and fetch me , bro also follow cos bro need to buy new swimming trunks. wa.. my knee duno what happen la. damn pain when walk. but now better le. then went home. eat and celebrate for tmr's mother's day. ate many nice dishes. cousin come also. tmr have tuition.. sian .... monday DnT and Art. havent study for DnT. then Art havent do prep work.
i hold you in my arms,
embrace you throughout the night.
love does not begin and end the way
we seem to think it does.
love is a battle; love is a war;
love is a growing-up,
and love is selfish.
i want to love you all by myself
and will never make you leave .
i hold you in my arms,
embrace you throughout the night.
love does not begin and end the way
we seem to think it does.
love is a battle; love is a war;
love is a growing-up,
and love is selfish.
i want to love you all by myself
and will never make you leave .
Friday, May 11, 2007 @
today hist paper. sian la.. i never study. sure fail le.. then 9.30 end. dad wants to buy things in parkway then he ask me want go anot then i say anything lor. then reach home.. i sleep.. today i sleep alot la. i sleep , wake up then sleep again. from 9+ sleep til 1+ then 2+ til 4+. long right.. haiis.then use com.. tmr got swimming .. sian.. i don want go.. cos coach say i will be torture cos need swim 12 laps.. boring la.
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
I <3 YOU
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
I <3 YOU
Thursday, May 10, 2007 @
today had science and lit test. lit was hard la. then went home myself. dad not feeling well and he went to see a doctor. doctor advise him to go to A&E . so he went there. lucky he no need to stay for observation or not tmr no one drive me to sch... reach home then 2+ went to kong hwa to fetch bro cos dad not at home. reach home use com la.. lazy to study for history. then went for piano lesson. after that came home and then use com again. lol. i bet i will be grounded once my results come out.. x.x
this feeling overwhelms me
a swelling of the heart
i never truly thought i would be
this happy at the start.
i take you by the hand
and lead you by the heart
over a beach of sand
throught the grasses that we part.
with you i let go
of intuition and sound mind
my feelings i cannot help but show
to a person who is so kind
i kiss your lips so tender
embrace you through the night
you surrender yourself to me
so i will hold on tight and never let you go.
so strongly i hold your hand
whisper softly into your ears
i feel that you understand every word i say.
you lose yourself in me
this close we have been
these feelings are so new
to have someone near me & you.
this feeling overwhelms me
a swelling of the heart
i never truly thought i would be
this happy at the start.
i take you by the hand
and lead you by the heart
over a beach of sand
throught the grasses that we part.
with you i let go
of intuition and sound mind
my feelings i cannot help but show
to a person who is so kind
i kiss your lips so tender
embrace you through the night
you surrender yourself to me
so i will hold on tight and never let you go.
so strongly i hold your hand
whisper softly into your ears
i feel that you understand every word i say.
you lose yourself in me
this close we have been
these feelings are so new
to have someone near me & you.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @
today is maths paper 1 and geog./ both confirm fail le. cos never study. (x went home then sleep cos weather finally is cold.. then i wake up and memorise everything for bio but never go study for chem cos chem just practically SUCKS!
until now , i dont understand what the lit text 'MILLIONS' is talking about cos i didnt read it.. lit still maybe can pass la. but science, sad ar.
A very small degree of hope,
is sufficient to cause the birth of love.
within your heart,
keep one still,
secret spot where dreams may go.
we sat under the stars in the big field
and realised that,
It is not in the stars to hold our destiny
but in ourselves.
if you found that you've made your own destiny,
you'll realised that you dont want to grow anymore.
let's make the time freeze to enjoy a moment of star-glazing
and know that happiness is a journey but not a destination.
will we walk the journey?
until now , i dont understand what the lit text 'MILLIONS' is talking about cos i didnt read it.. lit still maybe can pass la. but science, sad ar.
A very small degree of hope,
is sufficient to cause the birth of love.
within your heart,
keep one still,
secret spot where dreams may go.
we sat under the stars in the big field
and realised that,
It is not in the stars to hold our destiny
but in ourselves.
if you found that you've made your own destiny,
you'll realised that you dont want to grow anymore.
let's make the time freeze to enjoy a moment of star-glazing
and know that happiness is a journey but not a destination.
will we walk the journey?
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @
first period is lit. sian la.. then is sci. go through the chem paper first then go to ava. 2c also inside. revise physics. then recess. maths 2 periods. then el, went to computer lab. teacher never see us the time we go other website xDD then we go on songs then she scold hahas. then is chinese. f la.. teacher like to pick on me lor . i speak english then scold me . wtf la.. then after sch (: going canteen then saw duno what teacher la. then caught me never tuck in shirt then say my fringe very long.. ask me go cut then i say parents bring me go de then they always not at home how to cut? then she ask me pin . dont f care la. stayed back for whatever briefing la. what performance at ngee ann civic plaza . lucky i at bintan .. no need go (x went home. sleep lor. never study. i prepare to fail for tmr maths and geog paper.
do you realise the ocean filling our gap?
do you still love me?
not that i dont have confidence in you,
i have no confidence in myself winning your heart.
will i choose her instead of you?
i dont want that to happen.
i know the one i love more is you.
but.. maybe this is the crucial period cos have exams.
i cant study well ...
i studied but i cant focus,
what is on my mind is you you you.
what can i do?
can you be mine?
haiisss.
i think im getting emo day by day...
but i just want you to know ,
i still love you at the end of the day <3
do you realise the ocean filling our gap?
do you still love me?
not that i dont have confidence in you,
i have no confidence in myself winning your heart.
will i choose her instead of you?
i dont want that to happen.
i know the one i love more is you.
but.. maybe this is the crucial period cos have exams.
i cant study well ...
i studied but i cant focus,
what is on my mind is you you you.
what can i do?
can you be mine?
haiisss.
i think im getting emo day by day...
but i just want you to know ,
i still love you at the end of the day <3
Monday, May 07, 2007 @
SUNDAY:
nth special la. at 4 went for tuition as usual. now tuition ends at 6 lor. 2 hours lehs. sian. study a bit of geog nia la. then very lazy to memorize so go use com. use also use a while nia. saw weijing online. then chat a bit nia cos she only want to online a while then after that study. so hardworking lor.. Zzzz. i can never sit still and study. im such a hyper? perhaps..
MONDAY:
had pe. took height & weight, then see the napha marks. i got full marks seh. not bad ar. xDDD bhb. marissa go pull my pants down lor. lucky not everything ar. but alot liao lehs/ at the back until can see my WHOLE butt liao.(i did wear undergarments la ) . wth?! she saw the colour but she duno is green or blue. whatever la. i also duno what colour. then i see. ooooo is white. that means she didnt really saw it cos it was dark. but die la. got CCTV there lehs. f it men. then played bball. sian la. then went back class, is hist. go through the ws lor. our group won for the comic drawing and was awarded with 2 sweets each. not bad .. it's caramel .. recess. maths.. damn it la. mrs kong say she very disappointed in me cos this time the test i only got 20/40 . just nice just pass. lol. die la maths die liao. then is ipw . mdm wi took over for lit. lit got back test 12.5/25 just nice pass. i write less than 10 sentences still can pass, other ppl write alot pages then still fail. im too lucky le. then is sci. got back chem test. 10/30 nia lor. fail la. then is el / have 2 periods but the first period took over by ms wong for hist. sian. then el . next is cve. slack in class. tried to look out for YOU but cant see.. but later suddenly you pop out then i saw. contented liao lor. lol. go and look for ms tan to pass her the DnT design journal , but cant find her so called ms jiang pass to her. went home. sleep lor.. then use com. then later then do work.
i think i would die if i do not take a glance at you for just ONCE.
i cant imagine the scenario of my life without you.
can you be mine?
i love you, want you and need you .
i would sacrifies anything if i can make you mine.
let me take you on the ferris wheel,
feel the love in the air.
let the romance spread into the atmosphere,
enjoying the ride that we'll never forget.
be MINE , will YOU?
nth special la. at 4 went for tuition as usual. now tuition ends at 6 lor. 2 hours lehs. sian. study a bit of geog nia la. then very lazy to memorize so go use com. use also use a while nia. saw weijing online. then chat a bit nia cos she only want to online a while then after that study. so hardworking lor.. Zzzz. i can never sit still and study. im such a hyper? perhaps..
MONDAY:
had pe. took height & weight, then see the napha marks. i got full marks seh. not bad ar. xDDD bhb. marissa go pull my pants down lor. lucky not everything ar. but alot liao lehs/ at the back until can see my WHOLE butt liao.(i did wear undergarments la ) . wth?! she saw the colour but she duno is green or blue. whatever la. i also duno what colour. then i see. ooooo is white. that means she didnt really saw it cos it was dark. but die la. got CCTV there lehs. f it men. then played bball. sian la. then went back class, is hist. go through the ws lor. our group won for the comic drawing and was awarded with 2 sweets each. not bad .. it's caramel .. recess. maths.. damn it la. mrs kong say she very disappointed in me cos this time the test i only got 20/40 . just nice just pass. lol. die la maths die liao. then is ipw . mdm wi took over for lit. lit got back test 12.5/25 just nice pass. i write less than 10 sentences still can pass, other ppl write alot pages then still fail. im too lucky le. then is sci. got back chem test. 10/30 nia lor. fail la. then is el / have 2 periods but the first period took over by ms wong for hist. sian. then el . next is cve. slack in class. tried to look out for YOU but cant see.. but later suddenly you pop out then i saw. contented liao lor. lol. go and look for ms tan to pass her the DnT design journal , but cant find her so called ms jiang pass to her. went home. sleep lor.. then use com. then later then do work.
i think i would die if i do not take a glance at you for just ONCE.
i cant imagine the scenario of my life without you.
can you be mine?
i love you, want you and need you .
i would sacrifies anything if i can make you mine.
let me take you on the ferris wheel,
feel the love in the air.
let the romance spread into the atmosphere,
enjoying the ride that we'll never forget.
be MINE , will YOU?
Saturday, May 05, 2007 @
today woke up at 10 xD eating breakfast, yuke called. so early... no swimming. watch tv.. slack la.. i today didnt study.. then at 4 went to tuition. only 4 ppl went .. pathetic/ half of the class at home studying/. then went home. mum come home then decided to go for a swim to distress so we went. but i lazy swim so i sit there see nia. i nth to do so i occupied my mind with YOU ((: lol .. 8+ went home. cousin come. use com and talk to weijing a while on phone.
Friday, May 04, 2007 @
today is chinese exam. the paper 1 not so difficult but paper 2. wa.. damn difficult lor. sian la.. then after sch le, go find ms tan. then i go di siao ms yap xD actually after sch going to study with puay see and eunice but then got thing cropped up. fun playing with yuke and aaron . aaron very good lor. i introduce him nice food then he suddenly treat me lehs. i ask him how much he dun wan tell me. i wan return him money he reject. then i insist on treating him the next time we meet again. then he said okay. went home and use the com. chat with weijing. then after that use the phone chat with weijing.
Thursday, May 03, 2007 @
had maths test. gonna fail. even if never fail also it'll just be a borderline pass. then it was geog. mrs wong never come. it's been long since the last geog lesson with her. heard that because she went for operation. then it was recess. dint manage to eat my food cos saw ms wong then she ask me go find benjamin to take the test then after that i run up and down.. panted heavily. seems like i`m ageing. after that is science and we were not sure it was chem or bio. then victor say is chem so we stay in class wait. then we saw 2d teacher is chem then i quickly run go bio lab ask ms quek then she said it's bio. so we all went down to the bio lab. jeremy very stupid sia. he lock the door then he didnt know xin ze was inside so we went off. then xin ze msg darren say he's being locked in the classroom. so i've gotta go back to class and open the door. lol. when i reach the bio lab. my shirt was filled with perspiration. OMG. some ppl say what "eh, why your shirt behind have smiley face" , " wa... nice mercedez logo " . -.-''
i touched my shirt and i agree. it was totally wet. it felt like it had just been poured water on/. then it was el. actually two period then ms wong want revise with us so she took ms yap's 2nd period. suddenly, there was a very sudden lightning and alot ppl cover their ears. the reaction was totally funny. xD
lucky im not being frightened by the lightning. if i am ar. i confirm scream & funny reactions will be in progress. then is chinese. kind of boring. then music. actually intended to stand outside. but i think forget it. go in then hear music. then i cve. boring la. so chit chat alot . teacher pek chek.
i feel that im always trying to look out for you.
i am always taking chances to steal a glance at you.
YOU! get ready to go court for the hearing /
you have committed many crimes.
you stole my heart,
you stole my brain,
you stole my actions.
how can i let you off like that?
the judge will punish you.
and the punishment will be...
you'll be mine...
YEAH~! (((:
i touched my shirt and i agree. it was totally wet. it felt like it had just been poured water on/. then it was el. actually two period then ms wong want revise with us so she took ms yap's 2nd period. suddenly, there was a very sudden lightning and alot ppl cover their ears. the reaction was totally funny. xD
lucky im not being frightened by the lightning. if i am ar. i confirm scream & funny reactions will be in progress. then is chinese. kind of boring. then music. actually intended to stand outside. but i think forget it. go in then hear music. then i cve. boring la. so chit chat alot . teacher pek chek.
i feel that im always trying to look out for you.
i am always taking chances to steal a glance at you.
YOU! get ready to go court for the hearing /
you have committed many crimes.
you stole my heart,
you stole my brain,
you stole my actions.
how can i let you off like that?
the judge will punish you.
and the punishment will be...
you'll be mine...
YEAH~! (((:
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @
first is assem but no assem lehs. then is CVE. slack and crap lor. then chinese. teacher did come. but she forgot there's a lesson with us/. WTH?! then 9.27 she came up and she say we should go and find her. kao la.. then she stayed us back for about 15mins. then recess. art. as usual la. walk here and there. then is maths. sian la.. maths test only get 18/30 . mrs kong say i actually could get 23 but because of my carelessness. carelessness killsss. then is el. i keep on hiccuping then ms yap laugh. aiyo.. not funny lor. lol. i asking her qns then suddenly the hiccup interupt my qns. then like suddenly high pitch. wth la..
saw sec 3 students coming up for their chinese lesson. then i saw weijing. xD then is DnT. ms tan pronounce person into "pershon" . then i laughed and after that it was my turn/. when i wanted to say "orthographic & isometric ", i said "orthometric " .. lol .. then she laughed . hahas.
i sat alone at the beach.
i glaze upon the sun which is setting.
i wished you were with me at that time.
how i wished that moment will stop.
im willing to crash the tv and
steal doraemon's turn back clock and bring you to the place with me.
if there's a time freeze, it'll be better.
so we'll be able to enjoy the sun set.
i want to be the tears which live upon your cheeks.
i want to be your teddy bear , so you could hug me anytime.
i want to be your blood so i could flow through every part of you body.
how i wished you were mine.
i know that's impossible .
but what i gave is unrequited love.
how i wish you could see what i see,
and you'll know,
you're... BEAUTIFUL ((:
saw sec 3 students coming up for their chinese lesson. then i saw weijing. xD then is DnT. ms tan pronounce person into "pershon" . then i laughed and after that it was my turn/. when i wanted to say "orthographic & isometric ", i said "orthometric " .. lol .. then she laughed . hahas.
i sat alone at the beach.
i glaze upon the sun which is setting.
i wished you were with me at that time.
how i wished that moment will stop.
im willing to crash the tv and
steal doraemon's turn back clock and bring you to the place with me.
if there's a time freeze, it'll be better.
so we'll be able to enjoy the sun set.
i want to be the tears which live upon your cheeks.
i want to be your teddy bear , so you could hug me anytime.
i want to be your blood so i could flow through every part of you body.
how i wished you were mine.
i know that's impossible .
but what i gave is unrequited love.
how i wish you could see what i see,
and you'll know,
you're... BEAUTIFUL ((:
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @
good sia. public hol. no need go sch. intended to sleep til 12+ . then bro go di siao siao me. wake me up at 9+. study then use com. 4+ go swimming. finally i overcome my fear. i dare to swim into the deep pool liao. actually i very scared cos last time i small that time almost drowned at Sentosa. lucky got ppl save me.. im so grateful to that person. finally not scared of deep pool liao. then reach home and then eat dinner. use com. see weijing online. talk to her (:
can see that she's trying very hard to study to get good results. aiya.. she can do it de la ((: hardwork will be paid off . tmr need go sch. wa sian la.
Sweet love renew thy force; be it not said
Thy edge should be blunter be than appetite,
Which to-day by feeding is allay'd,
To-morrow sharpen'd in his former might:
So, love, be thou; although to-day thou fill
Thy hungry eyes even till they wink with fullness,
To-morrow see again, and do not kill
The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness.
Let this sad interim like the ocean be
Which parts the shore,
where two contracted new
Come daily to the banks, that, when they see
Return of love, more blest may be the view;
Else call it winter, which being full of care
Makes summer's welcome thrice more wish'd, more rare.
can see that she's trying very hard to study to get good results. aiya.. she can do it de la ((: hardwork will be paid off . tmr need go sch. wa sian la.
Sweet love renew thy force; be it not said
Thy edge should be blunter be than appetite,
Which to-day by feeding is allay'd,
To-morrow sharpen'd in his former might:
So, love, be thou; although to-day thou fill
Thy hungry eyes even till they wink with fullness,
To-morrow see again, and do not kill
The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness.
Let this sad interim like the ocean be
Which parts the shore,
where two contracted new
Come daily to the banks, that, when they see
Return of love, more blest may be the view;
Else call it winter, which being full of care
Makes summer's welcome thrice more wish'd, more rare.