Listen to: Si Nian Shi Yi Zhong Bing by Zhang Zheng Yue/ Tanya. nice song la.
only 13 students going for the aircraft cos of security reasons so the priority goes to sec 3 but the remaining students are going for the missile cruise. not bad la. got 2 free periods sia cos ms leong & mdm yang jie dint come. i won Barney stickers cos i did the soduko thing. actually i dint do it la is i copy from de xuan xD dx tell me can get stickers then also got Barney then i quickly copy & take the Barney sticker (: purple dinosaur. i like sia. LOL. xinying take also but she gave it to me. talk about xinying remind me sth. today alot ppl say my plaster very nice. xinying give me de. it's butterfly shape. have fish & cat picture. cute la. xinying give me. so kind right? then i wear give her see lor xD indeed is GAY la but the thoughts.... ya. so i wore that plaster lor. today got hist test, confirm fail de. tmr is geog test also fail de la. sian la tmr got course.
tmr got 3 ppl birthday. Leonora, Xinying's bro & sis (:
Happy Birthday to this 3 ppl.
maybe im just not fated enough to be with her.
im living in despair & agony
but im struggling.
i know it's hard but once this is over
it may be good.
no matter what the outcome is
i know i did my best and did whatever i could just to live.
& you are the reason that i want to live.
i hope i can hold my very last breath & hear you say ' i love you ' again.