:D

woke up early for swimming. sian.. coach got come .. zzzz. thought he wasnt coming and hoped he wasnt coming lo. i dont like swimming. dont ask me why i hate. of course there's some particular reasons. O: reach home then sleep again. zzzz. use com, anyhow surf here and there and play mahjong game. night time went to parkway with mum go walk walk see see if i need anything for school. ytd i receive her msg.. hai.. duno what to say la.. only know i also miss her lots lo but too bad, our relationship sometimes good sometimes bad. not stable de.. then no matter how many thousand msg i send her, she also cannot receive. hai . zzzz. but i got reply lo though she ask me not too. then i always come online at different time just to see if i had the luck to see her online too... but to no avail. maybe it wasnt what we wanted. some things are just MEANT to be like that. there's nth i can do about it. seriously, when i walk on the streets and see those couple very close, i get envious sia. but... aiya. forget it. dont talk about this liao. all i can do now is to hai hai hai hai hai x 100000000000000000000000000000 la.. first time , i actually go bongus because of someone i like very very very very very much. nvm, no one will every know how i feel and i dont wish ppl to know how i feel. but... you must believe, i love you.. really REALLY !

hai. moodless to blog but damn sian so just blog lo.. i very fan la. inside me, i keep on asking myself qns la. hai.. today 10.15, meet jf then go co room and do the banner. sian. sibei damn fucking sian la. we keep on talk talk talk, never do anything. xiu mei and yu jing come, then they do do do lo. we never chap cos scared ruin the thing. so me, jf, rui yun, yi zhen, huiting, hui hui, go to the staircase there to play poker. i duno how to play so i use yi zhen phone shake here , shake there. then yi zhen read her book. noob la she. childish fat nerdy pig xD haha. after that, go market makan eat with yi zhen they all lo. after that go back for co practise. we got new songs liao ; I Believe & Over The Rainbow. wa sai, Over The Rainbow damn damn damn x 100 difficult lo. I Believe learn ji pua liao. teacher havent teach the another ji pua. sian. wa lao.. damn fan la... dont tell me i cant do without you..

note to self : SCRAM OUT OF MY BRAIN, YOU MOTHER POOT POOT >.< GET OUT OF MY MIND. GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PCB~

sian.. haiz.. woke up at 11. actually 8 sth wake up de then i lai chuang until 11. my dream very nice ok.. i dreamt of lp lo.. haha. i fucking miss her alot ok ! it's F-U-C-K-I-N-G!!!!! haiz.. she sms me , i got reply but she cant receive.. sianjipua. practise piano for one hour lo.. practise the scales and the one on contrary motions.. then i practise one of the songs that is in bu neng shuo de mi mi de. haiz. tmr still need reach sch at 10 for the stupid banner thingy and thinking of what to give for the sec ones.. lazy la.. zzz. damn sian la.. oh ya, i did some of those elearning hw.. so guai sia me.. miraculously~~~~

zzz. sian. ytd went for a swim. then go to a new place call Leisure Park to see see lo. nth de sia .. maybe just started. only a few stores then like nth de lo.. about 4, actually going to Airport de Terminal 3 to see see . but then went to Orchard de Robinsons' sale.. aiyo.. so many ppl lo.. see alrdy also sian.. mom buy until alot sia. 300 plus bucks.. dad want use com le.. bb.

sat went out with rayna.. shop for gifts lo.. i've learnt a lesson. haiz..nvm la.. charity.. haha. bought sth lo. la la la.. went home then rain rain rain.. i was drench la.. luo tang ji xDDD night time went to orchard there de long beach to have dinner and it's seafood. my father's friend from m'sia treat us de.. not cheap lo.. a few seafood dishes for around 7 ppl alrdy cos 500 + bucks.. actually, it's considered cheap compared to those who goes to a restuarant for italian/french dinner.. just 2 person could cost a bomb. reached home about 11 plus lo.. watch tv and sleep liao. zzzz.

sun. went to grandma house./ bro dint go cos he go escape with aunty and uncle. actually they ask me go but i no energy to play cos im missing her too much ): haiz. went shopping with parents instead. bought school shoes. mum bought each of us a snoopy mug and 12 sticks of candy cane.. for christmas. dint expect she would buy sth for us..

today. slack lo. practise the piano for one hour :D miracles is acting on me .. xD haha i dint expect that i could sit at the piano for one hour. practise those scales and the song called Sonata in A. my neck's aching. duno the reason, perhaps... dint sleep in a well position.. anw, i had a nice dream ytd night :D so happy lo. haha. maybe i'm just missing her too much that's why that dream was given to me by Santa perhaps xD haha. naive la.. zzzz. and another thing, she sent me a good night sms sia.. haha.. happy sia... maybe later going to Orchard to see the lightings :D lalalalalala. Christmas Carols .
We wish you a Merry Christmas, We wish you a Merry Christmas, We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year :D Rudolph the red nose reindeer, had a very shiny nose, and if you ever saw it, you would even say it glows. xD Deck the halls with boughs of holly , Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la' , Tis the season to be jolly , Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la.. Frosty the snowman was a jolly happy soul,With a corncob pipe and a button nose and two eyes made out of coal.
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,Jingle all the way!What fun it is to rideIn a one-horse open sleigh.

Merry X'mas :DDDDDDDDDD what i want for christmas is YOU .. can santa grant me ? -.-'

woke up at 11 sth lo. so boring.. switch channels here and there. had breakfast + lunch together. talked on the phone with lp .. she must be at work place now. zzz.. 11 then her work end.. finish doing the quiz on e learning.. guess i've finish my hw except for hard copy.. very sian.. use com , use com and use com.. i want you, i need you, i love you.

zzz. woke up at 10 plus. actually want sleep more but mum la. keep on asking me to wake up. got a few ppl come our house to visit my grandma. i watch 881. front part quite funny. what techno techno.. lol. miss my lp alot sia but must let her study, so i must ren lo. christmas and new year is approaching soon. jingle bells , jingle bells , jingle all the way.. -.-'' zzz. so lame.. bo bian, ppl nth to do ma.. lp, jia you! study hard :DDD

boring.. pics. wenyi send me de.. then i edit :D

We, in Qingdao

Me and Wenyi.
i look fugly.

Wenyi hugging me -.-'
i look ... weird. o.o

Wenyi and me.

Me and Junfang.
duno who take de.

我不配 by Jay Chou

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何愛你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微
在妥协是我忽略
你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节
你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪
多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

sian. went for chiro. reached there at 12 then havent open so ask mum out to eat with me since she's working around there.waited for her about 1hr plus then we settle our lunch at BK lo.. after that she went back to work then i sit by the singapore river there read newspaper and wait for time to pass. 2.50 walked back to chiro and get adjusted. reached home about 4. chatted with chan huei on phone then hang liao. use com and sms lo. sms alot alot alot today.. cos while im waiting for mum, very sian ma so sms lo :x miss my lp much much..

went for piano replacement lesson. quite tired lo.. now i damn fan la.. cos i need to decide if i want to take grade 5 pratical exams next yr sept. i duno should i take anot lo.. sian.. by sunday must give the form liao.. zzzz..im missing lp sia.. having slight fever.. did some quiz on E-learning and printed worksheets out.. love this new com soooooo much :DDDDD

IM BACK!!!! misses everyone TRUCK LOADS :DDDDDDD im not gonna describe the everyday events. if i do, your eyes are gonna suffer. the weather there so shiok lo.. first few days went to a school in Qingdao. first day is go visit nia then 2nd day is go see how they study then the following 3-4 days is practice... performance was successful. quite chaotic though & we had to bring our own chair on stage. damn! food there still ok la.. either it's too salty or bland. took a cable car up to Tai Shan but we walked down ): cable car was scary as im afraid of height T.T it's few thousands feet above the ground ok.. even can see the mist and cant see what was in front. walked down and it's damn tiring la.. 3 thousand sth stairs leh.. someone so steep and slippery.. but theres snow and we played with the snow. throw here and there. like .... SOUTH PARK xD

zzzz. very lazy to list out everything.. only can say that im very happy.. 1st reason, Laopo was there with me (: 2nd, FUN lo. zzzz. everyday sleep with lp xD watched tv with her also ; Full House. anw, anything that is Boring, can be Fun with her around.. zzzz

i've got a new com :DDDDDD so happy.. no more lagging and it's Windows Vista... wa hahaha.. im overjoyed (: im starting to miss her though we last saw each other was just a few hours ago T.T

how i wish the trip was longer and i could be with her longer. later going for band concert. seeing her again :DDDD yeah... so happy. on 1st dec de midnight, we celebrated lp's birthday. she turned 15 ..

havent been posting lately. almost a week o.o i want to update de but com got a lil prob la..

monday went for co then after that go chinatown with ziying, xiuzhen, junfang, wenyi and of course LP :D they celebrated her birthday in advance. lp pei me home after that.

tuesday stayed at home and slack was sth that i could only do..

wednesday went for chiro in the early morning. then at 11.45 went for piano replacement lesson. after that dad fetch me to sch for co. lp need work so she cannot pei me lo. walked with ziying, xiuzhen and junfang. sing sang sung. sang those oldies songs. junfang still ask me sing super loud then ppl was like looking at me -.- but it was fun. we went bongus.

thursday.. slack lo.. nth to do. night time went chiro.

friday which is ytd/ went to Paragon for my x-ray. dad pei me go. hope it would turn out alright. dad bring me walk here and there then i went home on my own cos dad need go somewhere else. afternoon, went to parkway de mac there to eat with my maid.. no one at home (: then i 1pm go to sch liao cos jf say she very sian then she meet me so i go sch early pei her lo. during co, lp need go work then ms neo talk to her outside. very long sia.. haiz.. lp so poor thing.. i xin tong sia.. zzzzz. ms neo come back like face black black. dont care her la.. stupid. my lp ok can liao but the problem is, i dont even know if she's alright. after co, headache sia.. and walking to bus stop that time, im still shouting at the top of my head.. sian. junfang call me sing loud loud again. she says i must make five ppl turn back and look at me and i did it!!!! haha.. crazy at that time and forgot that im having a headache -.- i so big liao, still duno how to take care of myself, how to take care of others.. reach home, my head damn pain la.. then im starting to have a fever. damn it! night time, very late liao, lp called me. i rushed out to take the phone but unfortunately, dad took it first ): he scolded her for calling so late and im so angry yet sad lo. angry with my dad, sad for lp. also not her fault lo. HE SUCKS! after that, i very xin tong then i cant get to sleep, kept on thinking about it. but on second thoughts, i found that my dad's actually caring . cos im sick and he wants me to get well soon and .... nvm la.. but i still angry with dad lo.. what rights does he have to scold lp.. DAMN HIM! oh ya! THANK YOU LAOPO FOR YOUR RED SHIRT :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD <3

today. my headache's gone (: just a little fever. later got piano and night time, going Qingdao. zzzzz. will be back on 13 dec. i must not forget to bring the presents for her.. maybe i shall sing her a birthday song here since im not able to blog tmr cos im in Qingdao liao.. hope what she wishes for, come TRUE.

Happy Birthday to YOU
Happy Birthday to YOU
Happy Birthday to LAOPO :D
Happy Birthday to YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (: