Saturday, December 29, 2007 @
woke up early for swimming. sian.. coach got come .. zzzz. thought he wasnt coming and hoped he wasnt coming lo. i dont like swimming. dont ask me why i hate. of course there's some particular reasons. O: reach home then sleep again. zzzz. use com, anyhow surf here and there and play mahjong game. night time went to parkway with mum go walk walk see see if i need anything for school. ytd i receive her msg.. hai.. duno what to say la.. only know i also miss her lots lo but too bad, our relationship sometimes good sometimes bad. not stable de.. then no matter how many thousand msg i send her, she also cannot receive. hai . zzzz. but i got reply lo though she ask me not too. then i always come online at different time just to see if i had the luck to see her online too... but to no avail. maybe it wasnt what we wanted. some things are just MEANT to be like that. there's nth i can do about it. seriously, when i walk on the streets and see those couple very close, i get envious sia. but... aiya. forget it. dont talk about this liao. all i can do now is to hai hai hai hai hai x 100000000000000000000000000000 la.. first time , i actually go bongus because of someone i like very very very very very much. nvm, no one will every know how i feel and i dont wish ppl to know how i feel. but... you must believe, i love you.. really REALLY !