Friday, May 23, 2008 @ PTI
Hai.. There's really nothing i can say anymore. Will there be a person who is willing to listen to my sorrows? I've tried. I really had. Maybe i wasn't THAT hardworking enough. But.. i really want to study but the drive's missing. I really want to but they just don't believe me. Why Why Why?!?!?!?!?! I burst out when i saw my marks on the Report Book. I don't know why. I just felt that i had disappoint my parents way too much. My dad, instead of solving the problem, he added salt to the wound. Parents just don't know how their child feels. I argued with my dad in front of Teacher and those who walked pass were looking at us. Seriously, i don't felt embarassed at that time but i felt TERRIBLE. This is the WORST results i got in Secondary school-life. What SHIT school can i go with a very lousy L1B4 & L1R5? I had a feeling of Lost & The End of Road. Hai. I don't know what can i do now. My dad has decided to take away my phone and drive me home everyday after school. I' m now a caged-bird. All i could say now is " I'm Sorry". I'll promise to work hard from now on. After the big "Rainfall", i sat on the bench and stay calm. Hai. Sunday got to perform at BrightHill Temple and Monay leaving Singapore for Cambodia. Baby, promise me to take care of yourself ok ? I will certainly miss you when i'm there. Hope when i'm in Cambodia, i can learn to be more motivated in studying and not take education for granted. How i wished i had Dr. William Tan's strong determination and perseverance. Only if i had that. Nvm, it's a Wake-Up call for me, not to Dream anymore! ):