feeling sucky................... very very very.......... no words can describe what's my feeling now. ugh!!!!!!! f u bitch. my life is ruin just like that. because of you. it's soooooooooooooo not worth it lah!!!!!!!!! even my friends also think i stupid and suay. luckily not totally ruin. cbzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz. sia la. today work til so tired. Got to know new colleagues and all girls except for the barista. i broke a tall glass cup today. zzzz. today's pay is $10/hr :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and i worked for 8 hours meansssssssssssssssssss i get................. 80 bucks for the day. woooooooooooo. but tmr not liao ): cos today is public holiday that's why double DDDDDDDDDD:
this isn't the ending i want.
though i've got control of my life,
but you're the remote.
im not happy with it.
really i am NOT HAPPY WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
suffering .suffering .suffering.
cb, i don wanna suffer but i'd rather suffer than to lose you right NOW!
i wont give up. i won t i wont i wont.